My Little Big, Wonderful Waste.

In a land of impossibly weird and random success I was standing. I could remember myself smelling the sweet scent driven by the wind from that enormous tree over there. It had peachy colored wood, pink leaves, and it's roots...were around my body, wrapping me as it was hugging me. Mother nature is surely loving me, I suppose. I missed the warm feeling of a hug, as I kept walking along the flooded way, I could see that there were pieces of myself left in the road. I see...there are streaks of my own hair...hmm, I can see there are also memories drowned in the...sea? Was I walking on a sea? as an insecure human would do, I would try not to drown in here! Looking around and stopping by place to place trying to get a boat and cross the sea. I finally did, as I kept walking to my college I noticed as far as I went the grass got darker, less grassier, more rocky...I had the feeling it wasn't the right place, I saw a little girl yelling at me to hold from the string over me...what?! a string? I looked at myself and the string and said: "There's no way a tiny thin stick is going to keep me still, you know?" She laughed and pushed me leaving me with no other choice than try and hold to it. It worked?! How could it?! It's...impossible.

Well, I thought it was better going back home, as I got in front of my house I just knocked 3 times, no one is answering...why there's sand in front of the house?! Ugh...my mom must have left all this crap after coming from the beach. My house looks bigger, waaaay bigger, but inside it was all so small and squished...what was the truth anyways. Looking at the uncomfortable kitchen I tried to sneak in and pick peanut butter, I wanted some crackers with peanut butter...Nope, there's no crackers..damn! I picked my car's key and drove to the nearest store. As I got in the store people stared at me with the common mean look, I took a deep breath and realized it's something I always have to do since I'm the uncommon being in town. I grabbed the crackers with peanut butter already added...the price? $9.39...really now?! @9.39 for some crackers! what a joke! As I kept yelling holding the crackers in my hand (ended up smashing them, crap) people looked at me smiling, like they were glad about my mental disorder...shush...assholes. As I was trying to go back to the cashier and pay for the damn expensive crackers I heard the radio..."There's a huge storm approaching town, get ready your stuff and buy things you would need" I shrugged and thought it was such a stupid dramatic tone of his voice for a simple storm as it always happened here. So I just ignored it and walked out. Keeping in my mind there was going to be a storm I watched the sky...looking at how it was changing. There was nothing unusual except for some tornado-like dragons? (slapped myself really hard and opened my eyes wider) I, for a moment thought I already lost my head, but no...it was just right what I was seeing, 4 elemental dragons facing each other, I couldn't help it but think it was just the end, they flew to each other and...I don't know, everything I was living disappeared, I was standing in a garden watching my dad harvest some pigs from a tree. Still nothing made sense. I closed my eyes and all was there was a dark space.








By Lizabeth Duran ***Based on a mix of my dreams*** Thank god I have schizophrenia!

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"Ever felt like a maggot is feeding from your filthy thoughts in your head? Or felt like the maggot is feeding in thoughts to your head?"